Troubles

Many times I feel the old emotions of disdain and dislike for people whom I've continually to forgive coming back, trying to grab my heart back to the horrid past.

I've been open about the issues relating to my anger towards Christians, some are surprised that I've managed to get over these issues and let them go. I'm ready for some changes to my lifestyle too.

I've made up my mind to keep walking no matter how hard things are for me. I've received criticisms from friends and foes about my character, however, I can choose to continue to be affected by all these or simply move on. I'm happy with myself the way I am now.

And when I said that all those negative emotions end on the cross, that's a period. Devil, please try harder next time.

I've been very stressed over schoolwork having to tend to so many new things and challenging ones too. I'll just have to give in my best.

And for those who like to take advantage of my weakness, don't think I will never know. I believe you must be very insecure and base your worth on taking delight in my misery. There's this thing called Karma.

I'll just take in a deep breath, and not bother about people's opinions anymore. Like me or not, it won't affect my self-esteem and my self-worth. It's time I stop pleasing people, I choose to please God.

(C) 2006,2007,2008 Absolutely Daniel Yoleh.