Worrying, Worrying & Worrying

I realized that the more I worry about a lot of things which I have no control over, the more I feel sapped. My body reacts by giving me warning signs like heatiness in my throat, diarrhoea and discomfort throughout my body.

I'm still learning to be stronger in my mind. Worries do not add any degree of constructiveness until they are acted on.

I have a phobia of lightning. I always worry whether I'd be struck by lightning when I close my windows during a storm, so far, no. It is therefore an unnecessary worry.

I have a phobia of going to weddings, parties and crowded places often feeling uncomfortable at social gatherings, my psychiatrist told me that this is caused by my Schizophrenia and I'm still learning to deal and live with it. I have to say sorry to my friends whom invited me to their birthdays/weddings etc with me ending up not attending often cooking up an excuse. It's because of this that I worry what if in the future, my friends never invite me to their birthdays/weddings anymore.

I worry too about my future. Will I be able to get a job after I graduate from polytechnic? Will I be more mature by then?

There are so many worries running through my mind every single day.

(I love Joyce Meyer's teachings! They can really lift my spirits up when I'm feeling particularly depressed/negative.)

Dear blog readers, are you too suffering from constant worrying over things you have no control over in life? Feel free to share your views in my tagboard. (Blogger somehow has done it again, I don't see the comments link at the end of my blog posts.)