Let's Have A Little Talk

Let's have a little talk dear blo blo gy gy.

I'm feeling excited that i'm going to ROD in June meaning it's 4 months from now.

I'm worried about my Polytechnic application whether it will get through and also about the letter i have to write to my unit's clerk to explain why i did not defer my National Service to apply for Polytechnic education.

I'm apprehensive as to whether my friends will accept her.

God help me...

I'm feeling myself getting nervous easily again and a bit agitated at times, sheesh, i must buck myself up.

*Gives moo a good slap on the face*

Wake up, wake up!

My gosh, what have i been doing these past few days or rather weeks?!

Too many things on my mind i guess... i won't be so easily beaten down again, i won't feel sorry for myself, i won't let the world crush me with it's weight.

This is because i have the Blood of Jesus. It's easier said than done though, i need to affirm myself by applying the Blood of Jesus in every area/sphere of my life especially my mind and thinking.

I have not *prayed* for ages seriously.

Father in Jesus name, i ask of You to cleanse my sins and shame with the Blood of Jesus, let Your Kingdom come, Your will be done. Let Your will not my will be done. Help me see myself the way You see me and want me to see myself as. I thank You Father for all the good things and all the bad things in my life. I pray all these in Jesus name, Amen.

& amen...

*Daniel moo-ed, the cows went home and peace came