Upset

Dear Blo blo,
it's a gy gy day today, cried at work but i am now ok. I've been feeling down and scared these days by things and people in camp. I've been feeling a lot of friction with two of my colleagues, i just want to scream out what i am feeling in my heart but im keeping it to myself. I feel down and depressed. I thought about doing that again, does anyone really know how i feel in my heart?
Guess not.

It's better to keep it silent this way.

I am confused, scared and feeling worried about a lot of things, this is what i feel and i am very very insecure now about myself.

I want to be happy but i am not.

My mind has been chained up in misery...

I am unhappy about a lot of things and i shall not post them here in my blo blo gy gy. I shall keep them to myself. It's not that i do not want to open up but i don't dare, i do not want my hurts to be made fun of.

I feel rejected whenever i am with friends. I feel tired and scared when i think of all these. It would be nice if there is someone who won't mind me crying when i am sad and being moody when i don't feel all right. But there's none.

I'll just be best friends to myself, it's better this way isn't it? Which i have been doing for years.

*DaniuGoMoo2
*Lvl 51 Cleric
*MapleSEA Cassiopeia
*Tsubasa Guild