On a side note:
I've been feeling very tired especially with my bouts of giddiness coming on and off again and again, it's a very terrible feeling to see things in double as well. I pray that God would give me His strength and grace to carry on.
My psychiatrist told me that my body is very weak, cos when I come out of air-conditioned / stuffy rooms, I will feel very giddy, even when the weather is very hot, I'll feel very giddy too.
I went for a full body checkup before at Changi General Hospital but they couldn't find the cause of my giddiness and double vision. Still, I trust God.
Whether I'm healed or not healed, it doesn't matter. My faith is not so weak as to only trust in times of healing!
All right, now back to my topic:
I still remembered the times when my heart grew cold to my church friends, church people, Christians, friends and family, thinking back now, I thank God that He is always faithful, always reigniting the flame that died in my heart.
Many times I'll avoid God cos I can't face Him with my current lifestyle, still, His presence always comes down when I'm alone.
I pray that I'll be stronger than my past, my failures, my weaknesses and my vulnerabilities. Let the fire of Passion burn in my heart till the day I meet Christ at His coming.
Ciao!
