Can't Keep This In Anymore

I felt very tired, used and not understood by a group of friends over the years. They told me that they supported me and would be there for me but it never turned out to be. I'm going to rant out all this anger I had been keeping in my heart for the past 2 years.

When I left City Harvest Church, none of them asked me out (the only time they asked me out was when there was a church event or something) , none of them called me up to even ask me how I was (the only time they did was when they wanted something), when I did the opposite.

All along when I organised outings for them, they will have so many different wants and nots making it very stressful on me to decide whats best for them all. I had to please them and ended up being unhappy myself.

Ask yourselves, have you ever once considered about how I felt? Have any of you once stood in my position? And have any of you encouraged me when I was doing the one man show all along?
I won't be used and not have my feelings considered anymore.

I'm calling it quits. Goodbye.


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